Hi,

Just watching a CSI, I am off to London Weds for a hair appt, looking forward to that but for the amount of time its gonna take. A whole day kinda wasted but if it does what i hope then it will be worth it. Nothings easy!

Saw my counsellor earlier, time whizzed by. Never really know what to make of those sessions, i mean, i know what i need to do to make things easier but i just dont follow the obvious. Agrieves me but there I go, i am either wallowing in my own morous pity i should go for it. ( I dont think that that was what i intended to write but my concentration is awful and broke at that point.)

I am also kinda looking forward to the weekend, Friday is my friend Abbi's birthday dinner and then Satuday is a band pub thing if i go, work permiting. I am looking forward to the night as last year was ok although i didnt really know any of the others and then the other reason is, dur, cause its been a year already. So much has happened in a year, and in a strange way, i feel as if nothing much has changed. I have bought another house, been continuing the meds and things so pretty much doing what i can, met a new friend, all steady stuff. Its probbie the poignancy that is significant to me and, as usual, for a multitude of reasons.

Ah well, lets see what tomorrow bring. (ooo, sounds like a old Eurythmics song, "When tomorow comes")

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