TMA01

Well, just finished the first essay of the term, was gonna go post it buts its raining hard now, although I want my bed, but need this posted, aaaaaaaaaaaaagh!!!

My hair is bugging me big now.  Not sure about going for it or not.  Of course I want the results of it but am concerned about the finances being in a poor state.  I am on permanent nights right now so that’s kinda taken care of in the short term, hate the idea of wasting the opportunity of it right now as the second best one would be if I werent working.  Then of couse there are different pressures so this really is the best it can be right now.

Grrrrr

I am surprisingly tired but not tired. I mean, I want my bed now but feel too tired to sleep.

Been reading about Rousseau and his deism beliefs, then how they compare with the Empiricist views of David Hume.  When I started this whole process I really wanted, and probbie consciously still do, to find an empirical reason for why I am doing what I need to do.  However, I cannot dismiss the sense of Rousseau and his values of 'feeling' ones way through life.  If I lived to that, or was brave enough to rather, then it would all be a walk in the park.  It illustrates how simple life could be and how complicated we as society have made it.  We all bleat on about times when things were simpler, yet we perpetuate this myth of sophistication that we have applied to ourselves to our own detrimental effect.

Still, that doesn’t help me does it? Being angry with the world. Its only me, about 6 billion of you.  Should be easier for me to change but into and from what? Its easier if y'all could tell me, empirically you don’t, deistically you do but y'all confused so how am I supposed to know for sure what y'all mean?

One day it wont matter