Rads

Hi,

I started installing a new radiator in my front room yesterday, been putting it off for a while as I knew it would take time and make me ache and yip, not been wrong!  I need some extra bits but cant do diddly whilst the shops are shut (downside of working nights indeed!!) and last night, I tried to go to bed about 7-8am then sleep for around 9am.  Did it happen? Nope!!

Time crept round to 10ish, my mind wandered over things which made me sad and then I cuddled Terry and thought went to No2 which then made me cry a lot for a while.  I eventually stopped after giving up on sleep and watched nother episode of CSI Miami.  That made me weep a bit but not much. Then it ended and I couldn’t get to sleep still so I watched another one and it was about 12.30pm.  I had a few emails from an old work friend in that time which were promising.  A liquidated company we both worked at some years ago, before all my external life disruptions started, had finally managed sufficient funds to pay off creditors, which we are! I dunno how much I was owed now as was a long time ago, definitely at least in the hundreds so that was some good news!

Anyway, I hit the pillow again and after a time, gone 1pm, I managed to get to sleep again.  I woke a few times for toilet but it was nice trying to sleep in the light but horrible waking up about 7.30on when it was total darkness here.  That sucked as I feel I have had little time myself, anywhere useful has been shut.

The rad install has had be aching loads, its only a small one, 800x600 but I have probbies lifting it.  The strength loss I have is astounding as it doesn’t take much to strain me at the mo.  Whether its changing body or this weakness is how its always gonna be I don’t know, the pained muscles annoy though as they make me feel real tired.

Ah well, it means summin is working!