A Week on...

Hello me!

Well, a week since the op and all seems ok. The panic from the initial washing has subsided and healing is ok. Numbness is still present but it seems pretty much a waiting game to be able to have the scabbing gone. Grisly sounding but it isn't that bad. Feels more and more real tho as it gets better, hard to see how its going to cover properly which is a bit worrying but until its all growing underway properly I have to sit it out and see how it goes I guess.

I still panic a bit about what others will think really but hopefully that will only be for a short while, they only have to find out the once then its all irrelevant really. Its not as if I have buried a body and fear discovery and repercussions, gotta try and keep things in a perspective.

I was glad to finish the meds after the work on day 6 too, I was feeling ill each day when at work and I am not sure if it was worry and all the mental baggage upon myself or was the meds and now I am simply more used to the results rather than having ended the meds. I hope this makes sense one day when I may look back upon this.

The fingers still think its real weird...

Nat

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