Be-yong!!!

Hmmm, this eve at work I have been feeling a bit down which is weird.  Things are going ok on the transition thing right now so cant see a reason why I feel my mood or demeanor is slipping a tad after the last week or so.  I gotta watch that once I start on the Androcur (as soon as my prescription arrives) as it’s a nasty side effect of its use.

I think I am now feeling really held back by my hair too.  I just want to get going out dressed more frequenty but day to day partime wearing is a bit prohibitive having to wear a cap whilst the new hairs grow and do their thing.  Incase anyone reads this, I do have hair, about 3/4 of the way down my back but has a loooooong way to go on top and certainly at the front where I had some of my existing hair transplanted to make hairline more feminine.  I am getting impatient as its only been about 1 month 13 days but sheesh, if I gotta have another op I am looking at about 12 months to kill.  I will go insane by then!! I eve had to decline some stronger hormones the other day when I visted RR cause I am afraid of too much breast growth happening before I know my hair problems are gone.

Last hour to go at work, I am real tired. I cant even concentrate on reading my course work books, I am havng to reread paragragph after paragraph, USELESS!!

Ah well, more news later

Natxx