Oh my friggin'...

Well, I done it! I think I still kinda left it all to fate but wow.  I gave No2 the note last night but she was gonna read it unless I text/SMS'd her, however, me being a night person and her having to sleep kinda when her baby does meant a big time window for error crept in.  I awoke at 11.16am-ish to a message asking me to call her once I was awake.  I rang her straight back and she sounded jolly (I thought she couldn’t have read it yet?!) we chatted briefly and then she said, "well, I read it", oh no buggerin' shit @ucks, " and its fine, you have nothing to worry about, I kinda knew that anyway" and there it was….kinda over…I was out and she was all cool!

I got up and drove over to her and we been talking and stuff all day, annoying I had to come to work tonight but know she knows everything.  About my hair, hormones and meds, Leah, everything.  She even said I can invite her to a party once she has organised it, there has been way too much coolness about it right now to absorb.  She has even offered to tell her sis for me and, just wow.  All been so so so cool and relieving. I just don’t know what to say for now.

We been talking about how she had turned a blind eye to a lot of stuff, how a lot of things she had said in the past she now regrets in case they hurt me (ie, please wear this, can I make you up? Model this for me, do you ever wish you were a…), she even wondered if she may have made me what I am.

Gonna write more when I am at home, I am just doing this from work after what has been a real weird day. I gotta wake up soon surely!

xxx