Musings

Its like, duuuuuur, an online diary full of thoughts and reflections based on my rather peculiar dysphoric life. Mmmm, all relativity i guess, to be 'odd' or 'peculiar' is to be 'special' and 'interesting', that suits me a whole lot better!

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Shoppinnnnnnnnng!

Hi me,

Well, No2 and I went shopping today and bought me some clothes, took me a while to get a bit settled as I get nervous in shops, well, big shop places anyway.  Dunno why, always have, especially clothes shops.  I think its cause I just feel uncomfortable looking and my default is "don’t like that" as I throw a cursory glance over anything so I can go quickly yet complain later that I never see anything I like.  Dumb.

Still, she persevered with me and so I bought some cargo trouser things and some jeans and a number of andro tops.  Dunno tho, when I tried em on before I went to work after a shower they looked pretty feminine on me, might just be cause I was in a kinda rush to get sorted for work too.  The cargo things are cool, will feel a tad odd in em I think but I'll get over that, I think whichever gender they were intended for I would feel funny in em at first as I am usually a jeans bunny.  The jeans I bought seem an ok fit although they may be a bit big.  I think I am a size 12, No2 thinks I am a 10 so I will try em on when I am next at hers so she can tell me if she thinks they arent fitting properly.  They seem to fit, I just noticed they moved a bit when I went upstairs and the waist seems a bit large, could be right tho and I am just not fully shaped yet.

Back to the tops, they seem to reveal my breasts a bit much, especially when with either of the bottoms and right now, first thought is that wow, if I wear em out how can I think anyone will not notice my oddities?  Abbi will for sure think straight away that summin is up?! Ah well, I'll see what two thinks when I finish work and can show her.

My face is red and horrible today I think, probbie cause of laser and likely cause I been rubbing retin a cream into the face as I am finished with laser, that usually causes the skin to peel and improve its condition.

Oooo, when we jumped on a bus to get home I am 95% certain that the driver said "that'll help girls" when a 10pence piece of change was requested by him! Ha, big time cool if it was as I wasn’t even trying and my voice of thunder was the one he heard as I was in front asking for the tickets!  I cant think what he may have said otherwise, whoppee!

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