Tues News Early Edition

Heh, just some brief bits before I go out to counsellor again.  Actually, on that note I am going to see her again tonight after the festive break as I got loads to tell her.  Originally I was gonna say about the blatant misreads over Christmas, then my New Years night, now though its gonna be way overshadowed by my talking No2 whats been going on in my lil world.  I imagine the counsellor will scream a relief once I am gone saying summin like I been going 2.4 years and finally, finally told someone else what I have been doing.

Talking to No2 today she said how her neighbour had to ask if I were a male as up until now she had thought I was a tomboy girl, ha ha! The conversation came up as she was talking to her neighbour about her lil baby's estranged father coming round and how he doesn’t like me going there, I think she was surprised to learn about me! Triffic!

I had my laser today and that was a lot less painful than I was expecting, particularly as I had forgotton to take any paracetamol before hand.  Fortunately, there was not many dark hairs at all and so it was only really painful in short bursts.  I think I jumped more each time tho as I wasn’t able to get to a point where I just blanked the pain out as it wasn’t consistant enough.  Ah well, I shouldnt be going there again which is a hugh-mongo financial relief!

We didn’t get to go shopping which is a bit disapointing.  Financially this month (pay period) I am screwed, big time, what with the 3k for surgery, £225 (a slight discount) for laser, £90 tomorrow for Psych and £70 for counsellor, then the regular life costs for the month which are probbie at least another £1200.  Yet I am still disappointed we couldn’t get to the shops this afternoon, I wanna go buy some stuff with No2 helping me. Ah well, live another day.

Gnat xx