The green bug eyed nasty

Getting way jealous when reading about other TS having their lil lives and doing stuff.  I know I am not the only one and it’s a pain this whole waiting lark but friggin horrible words and all sort @ell.

I oughta stop reading em as I had done for the last recent years, I only started again cause No2 wanted some and so I came across some I havent read before and now I am relating in a way that maybe I didn’t before.  I know it’s a blinkered vision thing too though as they seem to live in nicer areas, have nicer jobs, do lots of stuff, seem to have an easier time and have anonymoty blah blah, just hating myself stuff I guess.

I should find summin to do before I have a breakdown here tonight.

4hrs 40mins to go. Tea Machine, that’s it, salvation that way!

PS

Nice to have my already inadequate but familiar non Spiro bladder back tho