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First full hour of electro today, wasn’t too bad.  I was dreading her postponing the session as I still hadnt received my letter from the Doc as she wants to see me, that is going to be this Monday, kinda uncomfortable about it as it’s the first time I seen her since I came out to her but it will be interesting heh.

The session didn’t make my face look as awful as I thought it might, 8 hrs on it feels warm still and a bit tender.  Don’t think I will make the same mistake as last week and have a hot bath in the morning as that made the poor face blow up in red areas, will look bad if I did that.  She again remarked on how easy the hairs were to get and also was impressed by my lack of squirming under the needle and shock. I did find as she went to my left side that it hurt more, I certainly felt it that side and she said that that usually seems the cae and that she had read somewhere that high testosterone can cause higher sensitivity on the right.  I think that may be flawed, that or I am so super sensitive to testosterone as I hardly feel the right hand work. 

New hairs still coming through all the time on the roof and am as ever excited.

Rather naughtily I have taken 2 half lots of my old AA on top of the new one cause I still worry over what must have been a T surge when swapping to the new Androcur.  I have only been taking 100mg of Spiro but know that I shouldn’t, just so angry for having induced or nurtered conditions to worry myself about the change in meds, my head gets real creative when thinking of reasons for my noticing changes.

Had Abbi's lil son round Monday afternoon as he is learning guitar and I offered to help him, hopefully it will make me pick it up more often as I would love to get back into a band again.  Reminds me I must finish the old project of putting everything from then onto DVD for posterity, vids are almost done, gotta convert the tapes to mp3 and see how photos can get included.

Was with No2 this pm  too and baby O is so lovely, he loves his lil singing Elmo toy and bouncing up and down to it.  Would be cool to be diddy again...