quickie

I feel so tearful at the mo, I just finding it hard to not let go as I gotta go out in a bit.

Losing so much hair at the mo is worrying me, even feeling really stupid about having an appt on Friday now, like im gonna look so silly and am wasting his time.

Only thing in my mind is to get the bloods done tomorrow and munch more Anti Androgens.  So stupid cause last night I felt so good about it, makes me feel I am clearly distorting things at the mo but I dunno which way.  Feels like I'm going mad