Thursday

Today was a strange day for no reason really, just on reflection it seems that way.

Electro wounds looked better to me the day after on Weds when I went for my bloods, however, they seemed a tad worse today, that or I am kinda getting used to what it looks like.  No2 thought it looked worse than same time last week whereas I didn’t quite agree, @ucking mind shit!!!

She thought more new hairs were appearing still which is cool, still a way to go tho.  I have my hair appt tomorrow too, feeling a bit silly about it but that isnt really a reason to not go through with it.

I felt reasonable ok when I got back from No2's a lill while ago but after looking on a help forum I belong to I couldn’t help but feel down.  There is a younger girl on there who posted some piccies months apart and her hair grew loads and that hurts.  I appreciate mine is unlikely to get longer as its down to my lower back anyways, but the new stuff feels its taking so long to do its thing.  Gawd, I must come across so ungrateful but I am not, I guess my wants are as fluid as my achievements.

If anyone ever wants to chat I use yahoo messenger a lot so feel free.  Does that make me seem a sad case to offer?  I'm not, I like talking to peeps and hearing new things.

Nat.