Musings

Its like, duuuuuur, an online diary full of thoughts and reflections based on my rather peculiar dysphoric life. Mmmm, all relativity i guess, to be 'odd' or 'peculiar' is to be 'special' and 'interesting', that suits me a whole lot better!

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Day 1b

Hi,

Couldn’t sleep well last night, my head was hurting too much at the back and I didn’t really have many other options seeing as my head is the same 4 sided shape as most peoples.  The front has been a bit itchy as the day has gone on but its all mainly at the back, even now 24 hrs later.  I am looking forward to going to bed to help ease the pain but I know its going to be tricky still.  I keep getting shooting pains go through the back or its an ache every now and then.  I don’t remember it being this uncomfortable last time but I guess I have less skin there now than I used to as its the second op.  Annoying how I cant remember now, it was only less than 6 months ago heh.

Gonna watch the end of Big Brother as I write this, then make a hot milky drink and goto bed and watch some Lost, hopefully I will get some deep sleep and the ache will be less tomorrow.  The whole op is as painless as I can imagine something being, electro for me is pretty painless and I just hate the red blotches after it and I would say that that was worse than the op. However, the actual ache afterwards is annoying rather than painful, like a toothache that wont go away quickly.  Ah well, it will only be a few days and like I said, it aint screaming pain, just a nuisance reminder but maybe that’s good as it reminds me I cant just go brushing my head for fear of disturbing the new stuff.

I had my 3rd interview tonight for the job I mentioned yesterday, that went cool I think.  It was the American side of the company 'testing' me from a technical point of view.  I think that was the final interview and I hope to hear tomorrow, Friday now and I pray to whoever that I get it.  Seems such a cool opportunity that aaagh, I shall say more another day, I think I may have tempted fate too much already having told my friend earlier in a phonecall.

Painkiller time soon heh, 15 mins to go then beddies (and numerous dreams of an unleashed newfound freedom now awaiting me.

Nat

PS, 2 days to go till hairwash day.  I remember THAT being a time of enormouse stress/fear last time, I hope I will be more nonchalent this time but I guess I wont be nearer the time, sheeesh...

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